For a few months I have a fear about being stabbed. It happened a few months ago just after I found myself with people smoking spice ( synhethic weed) 5 times a day. Since back then, I have a fear about being stabbed. I just lost it after things like that. I stayed away from those kinds of people but I cant help it. Considering in a muslim country men are too jelious about their girls, I came up with the idea of being stabbed because of a girl. I am even afraid of talking to girls, what if they have a brother or a boyfriend who smoke spice. The point is after I had been with people like that, I got outta mind. I began to like I will go try talking to a girl and I will get stabbed. I am even afraid of talking to girls that I dont know very well. Last year acually I did hang out with a girl who had bad friends who smoked spice every day every moment. But none of them was her boyfriend. She just did hang up with them so they would not be jelious about her if one would talk to her. I started think about this. The point I became afraid of trying to talk to girls. I kind of lost my mind. I am afraid of anything. If someone gets angry with me, I say sorry by being afraid. I became someone who began to be scaried of everybody by thinkin about bein stabbed. Besides a few months ago I could have stabbed, A person who lived very close to us (I knew him for more than 10 years). I got some kinda trouble with him and he was the one who smoked spice every day every moment whenever he got money. Now he is in jail for stabbing somebody. He could have stabbed me too when I got into a trouble with him cuz he already had stabbed somebody before I got into trouble with him. So he was gonna go to jail in any way. I said sorry to him for him not to stab me so he did not stab me. But now he is in jail, he already had stabbed somebody. He smoked too much spice everyday until the day he went to jail for stabbing somebody. When we were children, we used to play together sometimes but he was never a friend to me. It was just playing games. So I am afraid of talkin to girls what they have brothers like that, they could stab me perhaps. I am going crazy. I am losting my mind with the idea of bein stabbed.