Well after speaking to a few other colleagues I have calmed down a little. I am in a area that is not easily chopped off or outsourced. We are considered "stars" (I run the infrastructure and WAN, etc etc, not very easy to toss a newb in and say make it work on an enterprise international network... LOL) and a lot of higher profile people look to us for results and we have delivered countless times...yeah I know that doesn't mean jack when it comes time to cut costs. I at least am good for a couple more years at worst with server consolidation and virtualization on the horizon. Even if the move is to Chicago I feel I would be offered a position or chance to move. Going to polish my res, and finish my 2K3 certification and perhaps get some Cisco paperwork. You'd think experience would be enough but all the jobs I see posted are like Bachelor's degrees, 10 years experience, MCSE etc etc and only want to pay 50K.... I wish them a lot of luck.