OMG...vampires are real! There are mental vampires all around us, and they are posing as my friends! I used to be very insecure and, well well, it seems birds of a feather DO flock together! Everyone I know is like this! I asked them to please quit torturing each other and putting me in the middle of it all, and they looked shocked and said "We don't torture each other!" . They only act normal in public so no one catches on to them and finds out that they are terrified like little children. Neither of them have any self-reliance or self-respect, yet they criticize me for not selling my Soul! This is the second situation like this I've been in, although before it was with my roommate in college. This is one of those things in life that drive people over the edge, when they realize how alone we really are on this planet and how crazy everyone is without even noticing it. Hmm...I guess I didn't hit rock bottom yet.
You can't touch, taste, hear, see, or smell Love, but it is everywhere at once. A diamond ring, wedding vows, SEX...none of those things really matter, just that feeling of fear in your stomach, of thinking that this person could be the one I spill my guts too and stop suppressing my fear of Death and a higher form of Love.