"Hot people are usually brain damaged and superficial as hell."
All humans are superficial. Whether you come to accept that or not, we all try to make ourselves look better on a daily basis... showering, combing, deodorant, etc. There are 2 parts to every human, physical and mental. To take care of both is a hard task but that does not make 1 less important than the other. It is impossible for a human to completely ignore what another human looks like, even blind people have methods of reading features.
To answer the question, no I don't think I'm hot - but I'm working at it. Maybe thats the best I can do? It feels nice to at least attempt to improve ones physical status instead of just accepting the way you look and pretending that you cannot change. We spend years teaching people mental health but only 1 class in high school teaching physical health... it is no wonder.