Originally posted by: Isla
Well, my husband is agnostic and he believes in me.
It might be because growing up, I had a visual handicap that forced me to pay more attention to information coming from my other senses... nothing really all that supernatural to me, just that I can pick up on things most people can't pick up on. Sort of like animals who are sensitive to vibrations--- there isn't anything mystical about it really. I'm also an empath... I feel others deeply, so much that for a long time, I had a hard time developing a strong sense of ego.
Here's the thing: Because of my 'extra' sensitivity, I have had many, many experiences (both dreams and waking visions) that gave me information that I had no logical reason to have access to. Including things that were yet to happen years in advance. And yes, often the information is given to me by family members who are no longer living (and even were dead long before I was born). My great grandfather from Asturias, Spain was known to also be 'visionary' in this way.
So, in real life, my friends and family have this experience of me. It is who I am to them... the family bruha, I guess. But it is not who I am publicly. I do USE this gift (or curse as it often seems to be) to get ahead in life and I like having the advantage of having a 'nose' for people instinctively. I like being successful at my job because I can pick up on people's thoughts, needs, and feelings so well that it's almost like reading minds (but not really). It's also comforting to get occasional visits from loved ones who have died because it reminds me that death is nothing to fear--- it's just a change of form for the energy that is me.
Anyway, I don't think there is anything other than the fact that my brain is more developed in some ways than most people's are. I perceive what for most is imperceivable. Whether or not anyone 'believes' in me isn't an issue.
BTW, when I was 7 years old I was given a battery of IQ tests. I was off the charts (4 standard deviations above average). But what I remember was sitting there and having answers just 'pop' into my head, and every time I answered another question right, the administrator would just get more freaked out looking. After that, a thesis paper was done on me by a woman getting her PhD. She spent a week or so testing me (IQ tests mostly). I don't know what the results were, but it was neat to be a part of the research.
James Randi has a million dollars with your name on it if you can prove that you have "extra" sensitivities. Hell, I'll even throw in some money if you can prove it.