What Remains
Papa, I took your razor from the medicine cabinet
the day of your memorial service.
It’s packed with tiny flecks of graying hair --
pieces of you drop now into my palm.
The clothes you wore
the day before the ambulance took you,
remain in your hamper, unwashed.
A food spill now prized captures you alive, eating.
Your scent permeates the shirt I slept in
the nights you lay dying in the hospice bed.
Papa, if you’re “gone” how does your scent remain
in this shirt held now in my hands?