After taking Effexor XR daily for over a year, I am officially on my second day without it. My fiancee and I decided that I should try going without it for awhile and see how I do. Since the withdrawals are particularly bad with this drug, it was a 2-month process to lower my dosage down until I could eventually come off it entirely.
Last night and all of this morning I have felt really strange. I think the Effexor made me even more emotionally detached than normal, so I'm starting to have a lot of "feelings" coming back all at once.
Anyway, has anyone ever gone through this before? I can already feel the depression coming back, the anxiety kicking in, and my focus beginning to fade. These are the three things that the medication had fixed for me during the past year. Then again, I do "feel" more and am starting to feel "alive" again instead of just "existing" in a zombie-like state as I did on the meds. I was never sad but also was never happy... I was emotionally numb.
I truly hope everything turns out ok during this process of becoming re-acquainted with myself and facing up to who I really am. I'm already starting to have thoughts about refilling my prescription.
I have a research paper to finish writing after work (due in class tonight) and I can't seem to get into the mindset to do it.
******.... I'm a goddamn mess right now.
Last night and all of this morning I have felt really strange. I think the Effexor made me even more emotionally detached than normal, so I'm starting to have a lot of "feelings" coming back all at once.
Anyway, has anyone ever gone through this before? I can already feel the depression coming back, the anxiety kicking in, and my focus beginning to fade. These are the three things that the medication had fixed for me during the past year. Then again, I do "feel" more and am starting to feel "alive" again instead of just "existing" in a zombie-like state as I did on the meds. I was never sad but also was never happy... I was emotionally numb.
I truly hope everything turns out ok during this process of becoming re-acquainted with myself and facing up to who I really am. I'm already starting to have thoughts about refilling my prescription.
I have a research paper to finish writing after work (due in class tonight) and I can't seem to get into the mindset to do it.
******.... I'm a goddamn mess right now.
