EMOTIONALYRETARDED
Banned
Hi peeps
I can't understand things anymore , I'm humble and no one even sees it , hell i don't see it myself anymore.
After being broken hearted do you just go completely insane ? 🙁 🙁 😱 🙁 🙁
When i was young i was always in trouble , All the way from kindergarten to 8th grade.
I was always nice to people , even the kids that treated me like trash , I was always curtiouse , and always tried to be respectful to the people that treated me with respect.
A girl i fell in love with in grade school now will not even take the damned time to say hello anymore. 🙁
(never did tell her how i felt)
(I ended up calling some girl i knew in grade school and jnr high to thank her for being kind to me and respecting me.)
I am still kind to all , and lately have been gaining more and more and more respect now that I am out of high school , , I know sometimes I do things I shouldn't of coarse , for instance this post is all screwed up and Convoluted. And yet I'm posting it anyway because I'm so damned tired I can barely keep my damned eyes open.
After 1st grade I was enrolled in a private Christian school , I was taught not to swear , to use good manners , and to be polite. ( and of coarse i would be with my close friends anyway ) , I've allways wished to live for others and to do something incredible with my life.
I have realized to come down to every ones level and do something good at a normal level , but don't wish to make a habit of it because i feel as if that would take something away from my dreams 🙁
Is it so wrong to have good manners ? , FOR instance standing when a girl enters a room ( and this is just only a piece of what i believe in )
I'M JUST SICK OF GETTING TREATED LIKE SCUM FOR BEING A GOOD HEARTED YOUNG MAN! 🙁 **insert mad crying icon here**)</P>
I guess someone should have warned me in Grade school , everyone is your enemy until you hit 25.
I can't understand things anymore , I'm humble and no one even sees it , hell i don't see it myself anymore.
After being broken hearted do you just go completely insane ? 🙁 🙁 😱 🙁 🙁
When i was young i was always in trouble , All the way from kindergarten to 8th grade.
I was always nice to people , even the kids that treated me like trash , I was always curtiouse , and always tried to be respectful to the people that treated me with respect.
A girl i fell in love with in grade school now will not even take the damned time to say hello anymore. 🙁
(never did tell her how i felt)
(I ended up calling some girl i knew in grade school and jnr high to thank her for being kind to me and respecting me.)
I am still kind to all , and lately have been gaining more and more and more respect now that I am out of high school , , I know sometimes I do things I shouldn't of coarse , for instance this post is all screwed up and Convoluted. And yet I'm posting it anyway because I'm so damned tired I can barely keep my damned eyes open.
After 1st grade I was enrolled in a private Christian school , I was taught not to swear , to use good manners , and to be polite. ( and of coarse i would be with my close friends anyway ) , I've allways wished to live for others and to do something incredible with my life.
I have realized to come down to every ones level and do something good at a normal level , but don't wish to make a habit of it because i feel as if that would take something away from my dreams 🙁
Is it so wrong to have good manners ? , FOR instance standing when a girl enters a room ( and this is just only a piece of what i believe in )
I'M JUST SICK OF GETTING TREATED LIKE SCUM FOR BEING A GOOD HEARTED YOUNG MAN! 🙁 **insert mad crying icon here**)</P>
I guess someone should have warned me in Grade school , everyone is your enemy until you hit 25.
