Becoming homicidal...

[Sketcher]

Originally posted by: MichaelD
this sounds like the pot calling the kettle black, but there's more to life than LANs and the intarweb, man.

Go find a park and go for a walk. Without the laptop in your hands and the cellphone on your hip. You'll be amazed at the sights and sounds of the non-electronic world.

That's a good, simple breather...

I'll second that recommendation and take that advice muhself. Wife's gonna be shocked

 

[SuperSix]

Originally posted by: minendo
Get help now.

 

[Siddhartha]

Originally posted by: idNut
Lately things have been on the edge: my friends don't talk to me, LANs have sucked, grades have been terrible, family problems, etc. I just can't stand happy people because of it. I find myself tense and irritated all the time whether it be something so small as someone interrupting me talking or just not the way I want people to act. I now only want to see death to anyone and everyone. Life is too cherished and too valued. I want mass casualties in Iraq, civilian and soldier. I don't hope for a better world for anyone anymore but rather pain and suffering to the masses.

Cmon tell the truth. You are really George W. Bush, right?

 

[Zebo]

Originally posted by: Dr Smooth

Originally posted by: idNut
Lately things have been on the edge: my friends don't talk to me, LANs have sucked, grades have been terrible, family problems, etc. I just can't stand happy people because of it. I find myself tense and irritated all the time whether it be something so small as someone interrupting me talking or just not the way I want people to act. I now only want to see death to anyone and everyone. Life is too cherished and too valued. I want mass casualties in Iraq, civilian and soldier. I don't hope for a better world for anyone anymore but rather pain and suffering to the masses.

Cmon tell the truth. You are really George W. Bush, right?

LMAO

 

[Ns1]

Originally posted by: idNut

Originally posted by: NeuroSynapsis
go smoke a bowl

Hmm, maybe I should. I have so many sources that it's ridiculous.

Nice car.

thx

you done smoking a bowl yet?

 

[Mill]

Originally posted by: NeuroSynapsis

Originally posted by: idNut

Originally posted by: NeuroSynapsis
go smoke a bowl

Hmm, maybe I should. I have so many sources that it's ridiculous.

Nice car.

thx

you done smoking a bowl yet?

Goddammit that is NOT the answer. Yeah give a depressant to someone who is depressed. What a boy genius you are.

 

[Mill]

Originally posted by: iwearnosox

Originally posted by: idNut

Originally posted by: Millennium
idNut you have posted your depression issues here numerous times. You have never taken anyone's advice. Why does insurance no longer cover your treatment? Can your parents afford it out of pocket? If not then you should be able to qualify for help because of a lack of income. Seriously, you need to continue treatment because you are slowing getting worse each time a new bout comes on. I understand how you feel because I have been there myself. Please try to get some help period. If you have to talk to a high school counselor or a minister(they are always willing to listen and WILL help you). You can find someone to help you. Unless you are wanting attention instead of help you can find it. Feel free to PM me if you want to talk.

Evan

Believe me when I tell you that I have tried everything everyone has told me. I have taken advice from here and applied it but it was never stable enough for me. The next day the same quote wouldn't pull me out of the pits of a depression. I have tried to look forward to things but they seem insubstantial and pointless now. I'm posting here because I have no one to talk to. My brother and sister are never available nor are they serious, same goes for my parents. My friends don't even try to help me, they only want me at a LAN because I have a computer and my guidance counselor sent me to a mental hospital last time I spoke to her.

I know I post ridiculous sh!t here because I have no other way to get it out. In reality and in my real mind I don't want to see anyone hurt but when in this perpetual funk I do. Things are a little too much right now and I'm surprised I haven't done something drastic yet.

Evan, PM me if you're serious and you need someone to talk to. There's help for you, you just need to have the courage to seek it out. Don't listen to these other people, they're apparently inconvenienced because you're posting off-topic things in the, uh, oh- off-topic forum.

Then go back to the Mental Hospital. If you are THAT depressed then it will help. They provide 24/7 care there to help you.

 

[Mill]

Originally posted by: iwearnosox

Originally posted by: idNut

Originally posted by: Millennium
idNut you have posted your depression issues here numerous times. You have never taken anyone's advice. Why does insurance no longer cover your treatment? Can your parents afford it out of pocket? If not then you should be able to qualify for help because of a lack of income. Seriously, you need to continue treatment because you are slowing getting worse each time a new bout comes on. I understand how you feel because I have been there myself. Please try to get some help period. If you have to talk to a high school counselor or a minister(they are always willing to listen and WILL help you). You can find someone to help you. Unless you are wanting attention instead of help you can find it. Feel free to PM me if you want to talk.

Evan

Believe me when I tell you that I have tried everything everyone has told me. I have taken advice from here and applied it but it was never stable enough for me. The next day the same quote wouldn't pull me out of the pits of a depression. I have tried to look forward to things but they seem insubstantial and pointless now. I'm posting here because I have no one to talk to. My brother and sister are never available nor are they serious, same goes for my parents. My friends don't even try to help me, they only want me at a LAN because I have a computer and my guidance counselor sent me to a mental hospital last time I spoke to her.

I know I post ridiculous sh!t here because I have no other way to get it out. In reality and in my real mind I don't want to see anyone hurt but when in this perpetual funk I do. Things are a little too much right now and I'm surprised I haven't done something drastic yet.

Evan, PM me if you're serious and you need someone to talk to. There's help for you, you just need to have the courage to seek it out. Don't listen to these other people, they're apparently inconvenienced because you're posting off-topic things in the, uh, oh- off-topic forum.

I am Evan... he is idNut. I am not depressed. I was telling him I was at one point and time seriously depressed. Been over it for a few years now.