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MacBaine

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Originally posted by: iwearnosox
Originally posted by: MacBaine
Originally posted by: idNut
Originally posted by: minendo
Get help now.
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Insurance no longer covers it.
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So kill yourself, that's the only option you have left.

If you want to see people die, and soldiers fighting for your 15-year-old-sorry-ass, go start with yourself.
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Your brainfart is about as compelling as his, with one exception- he's speaking from a clearly clinically depressed perspective, a legitimate condition. He needs some help and that's probably his way of reaching out.

What's your excuse?
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He comes in here every day talking about how much life sucks because he doesn't want to do his homework, and how much life sucks because he missed his favorite TV show... BLAH BLAH BLAH.....

He's a typical whiney, suburban teen. I have no tolaerance for people like him who come here and talk about how he wishes for mass casualties in Iraq, how he wants soldiers who are defending his punk-ass to DIE. I don't care what his excuse is. If he needs help, he shouldn't be here.
 
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xirtam

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This thread is depressing. It's motivating me to depress the mouse button over that "Back" button. So I'm gonna just do that now... yeaaaaahhh...
 
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Mill

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idNut you have posted your depression issues here numerous times. You have never taken anyone's advice. Why does insurance no longer cover your treatment? Can your parents afford it out of pocket? If not then you should be able to qualify for help because of a lack of income. Seriously, you need to continue treatment because you are slowing getting worse each time a new bout comes on. I understand how you feel because I have been there myself. Please try to get some help period. If you have to talk to a high school counselor or a minister(they are always willing to listen and WILL help you). You can find someone to help you. Unless you are wanting attention instead of help you can find it. Feel free to PM me if you want to talk.

Evan
 
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Mill

Lifer
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Originally posted by: idNut
Originally posted by: NeuroSynapsis
go smoke a bowl
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Hmm, maybe I should. I have so many sources that it's ridiculous.

Nice car.
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Substance Abuse is NOT the answer. If you are regular marijuana smoker it could be a large part of the reason you are depressed.
 
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idNut

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Religion isn't powerful enough for me, I need some real proof because in my present state I pass "miracles" off as coincidences and freak accidents so nothing will ever seem surreal and divine to me such as life.

So yeah, I guess you can say I'm within a hairbredth of madness anymore.
 
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iwearnosox

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Originally posted by: idNut
Religion isn't powerful enough for me, I need some real proof because in my present state I pass "miracles" off as coincidences and freak accidents so nothing will ever seem surreal and divine to me such as life.

So yeah, I guess you can say I'm within a hairbredth of madness anymore.
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Nothing in these forums will help you. If you want to help yourself seek professional counseling and treatment. Depression is hard to see sometimes, nevermind digging yourself out of it.


 
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Zebo

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Join USMC recon. They'll never admit it but they like guys a little crazier than average Joe.
 
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Francodman

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Originally posted by: idNut
Lately things have been on the edge: my friends don't talk to me, LANs have sucked, grades have been terrible, family problems, etc. I just can't stand happy people because of it. I find myself tense and irritated all the time whether it be something so small as someone interrupting me talking or just not the way I want people to act. I now only want to see death to anyone and everyone. Life is too cherished and too valued. I want mass casualties in Iraq, civilian and soldier. I don't hope for a better world for anyone anymore but rather pain and suffering to the masses.
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Do the gene pool a favor....jump off something really high.

Every so often you post this crap, really, it's getting annoying...either do something about it or shut up.
 
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idNut

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Originally posted by: Millennium
idNut you have posted your depression issues here numerous times. You have never taken anyone's advice. Why does insurance no longer cover your treatment? Can your parents afford it out of pocket? If not then you should be able to qualify for help because of a lack of income. Seriously, you need to continue treatment because you are slowing getting worse each time a new bout comes on. I understand how you feel because I have been there myself. Please try to get some help period. If you have to talk to a high school counselor or a minister(they are always willing to listen and WILL help you). You can find someone to help you. Unless you are wanting attention instead of help you can find it. Feel free to PM me if you want to talk.

Evan
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Believe me when I tell you that I have tried everything everyone has told me. I have taken advice from here and applied it but it was never stable enough for me. The next day the same quote wouldn't pull me out of the pits of a depression. I have tried to look forward to things but they seem insubstantial and pointless now. I'm posting here because I have no one to talk to. My brother and sister are never available nor are they serious, same goes for my parents. My friends don't even try to help me, they only want me at a LAN because I have a computer and my guidance counselor sent me to a mental hospital last time I spoke to her.

I know I post ridiculous sh!t here because I have no other way to get it out. In reality and in my real mind I don't want to see anyone hurt but when in this perpetual funk I do. Things are a little too much right now and I'm surprised I haven't done something drastic yet.
 
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iwearnosox

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Originally posted by: Francodman
Originally posted by: idNut
Lately things have been on the edge: my friends don't talk to me, LANs have sucked, grades have been terrible, family problems, etc. I just can't stand happy people because of it. I find myself tense and irritated all the time whether it be something so small as someone interrupting me talking or just not the way I want people to act. I now only want to see death to anyone and everyone. Life is too cherished and too valued. I want mass casualties in Iraq, civilian and soldier. I don't hope for a better world for anyone anymore but rather pain and suffering to the masses.
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Do the gene pool a favor....jump off something really high.

Every so often you post this crap, really, it's getting annoying...either do something about it or shut up.
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You're about as helpful as a rock to someone drowing.


 
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iwearnosox

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Originally posted by: idNut
Originally posted by: Millennium
idNut you have posted your depression issues here numerous times. You have never taken anyone's advice. Why does insurance no longer cover your treatment? Can your parents afford it out of pocket? If not then you should be able to qualify for help because of a lack of income. Seriously, you need to continue treatment because you are slowing getting worse each time a new bout comes on. I understand how you feel because I have been there myself. Please try to get some help period. If you have to talk to a high school counselor or a minister(they are always willing to listen and WILL help you). You can find someone to help you. Unless you are wanting attention instead of help you can find it. Feel free to PM me if you want to talk.

Evan
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Believe me when I tell you that I have tried everything everyone has told me. I have taken advice from here and applied it but it was never stable enough for me. The next day the same quote wouldn't pull me out of the pits of a depression. I have tried to look forward to things but they seem insubstantial and pointless now. I'm posting here because I have no one to talk to. My brother and sister are never available nor are they serious, same goes for my parents. My friends don't even try to help me, they only want me at a LAN because I have a computer and my guidance counselor sent me to a mental hospital last time I spoke to her.

I know I post ridiculous sh!t here because I have no other way to get it out. In reality and in my real mind I don't want to see anyone hurt but when in this perpetual funk I do. Things are a little too much right now and I'm surprised I haven't done something drastic yet.
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Evan, PM me if you're serious and you need someone to talk to. There's help for you, you just need to have the courage to seek it out. Don't listen to these other people, they're apparently inconvenienced because you're posting off-topic things in the, uh, oh- off-topic forum.
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idNut

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Originally posted by: UberDave
Bad LANs?


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edit: join the military.
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LANs were the leisures of weeks and when something you look forward to doesn't turn out how you want it to, you get irritated. I know it sounds superficial but I used to really enjoy LANs.
 
aphex

aphex

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Are you currently in school?

Many high schools and universities offer free counselling to students.

I have a few friends who have gone through such programs with amazing success.
 
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MichaelD

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this sounds like the pot calling the kettle black, but there's more to life than LANs and the intarweb, man. :)

Go find a park and go for a walk. Without the laptop in your hands and the cellphone on your hip. :) You'll be amazed at the sights and sounds of the non-electronic world.
 
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Tripleshot

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Get off your pity pot. You are just using this forum to get attention for your pitiful ego. If you are depressed, you know how to get help, and you know damn well it isn't by posting your rubbish in this forum. You really need your butt kicked, but that wouldn't be the right way to treat the mentally handicapped, unless you where a republican farttard.
 
Linux23

Linux23

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Originally posted by: idNut
Originally posted by: Millennium
idNut you have posted your depression issues here numerous times. You have never taken anyone's advice. Why does insurance no longer cover your treatment? Can your parents afford it out of pocket? If not then you should be able to qualify for help because of a lack of income. Seriously, you need to continue treatment because you are slowing getting worse each time a new bout comes on. I understand how you feel because I have been there myself. Please try to get some help period. If you have to talk to a high school counselor or a minister(they are always willing to listen and WILL help you). You can find someone to help you. Unless you are wanting attention instead of help you can find it. Feel free to PM me if you want to talk.

Evan
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Believe me when I tell you that I have tried everything everyone has told me. I have taken advice from here and applied it but it was never stable enough for me. The next day the same quote wouldn't pull me out of the pits of a depression. I have tried to look forward to things but they seem insubstantial and pointless now. I'm posting here because I have no one to talk to. My brother and sister are never available nor are they serious, same goes for my parents. My friends don't even try to help me, they only want me at a LAN because I have a computer and my guidance counselor sent me to a mental hospital last time I spoke to her.

I know I post ridiculous sh!t here because I have no other way to get it out. In reality and in my real mind I don't want to see anyone hurt but when in this perpetual funk I do. Things are a little too much right now and I'm surprised I haven't done something drastic yet.
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funny, my siblings are ALWAYS available. Wish that wasn't so.
 
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