Lately things have been on the edge: my friends don't talk to me, LANs have sucked, grades have been terrible, family problems, etc. I just can't stand happy people because of it. I find myself tense and irritated all the time whether it be something so small as someone interrupting me talking or just not the way I want people to act. I now only want to see death to anyone and everyone. Life is too cherished and too valued. I want mass casualties in Iraq, civilian and soldier. I don't hope for a better world for anyone anymore but rather pain and suffering to the masses.