- Jul 12, 2001
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I just found out early tonight one of my closest friends has cancer (sadly I dunno if it should be capitalized or not).
I'm fvucking 23 years old, what is wrong with this world that this is the case my friend is 22 and has colon cancer.
I've pi$$ed off and pushed away anyone who has every loved me.
I have hurt myself to a degree I don't know how to explain.
The only person I really wish would read this could care less about me.
I've wasted my life...
I've seen enough
I just want something real
and to my friend in words I could never express so I say them now.
I love you buddy and fight on.
Yeah, this is just another thread but, I am so freaking sad I dunno what to to do or who to turn to Fvck I wish life was eas
I'm fvucking 23 years old, what is wrong with this world that this is the case my friend is 22 and has colon cancer.
I've pi$$ed off and pushed away anyone who has every loved me.
I have hurt myself to a degree I don't know how to explain.
The only person I really wish would read this could care less about me.
I've wasted my life...
I've seen enough
I just want something real
and to my friend in words I could never express so I say them now.
I love you buddy and fight on.
Yeah, this is just another thread but, I am so freaking sad I dunno what to to do or who to turn to Fvck I wish life was eas