I since got a haircut and trim but I'm kinda missing that shaggy look.

I did keep the hair longish though, still rocking the long bangs. I think my hair is starting to recede, so embracing the gingerness while I still can. Though it could be the depression is affecting it so once I get over this maybe it will grow back.
I doubled my antidepressant dose the other day, counselor said I was ready to up it and that the starter dose was not actually enough to have any effect. I'm not feeling as depressed now, it's mostly anxiety now, and it's on and off. Sometimes it comes back again. I see a light at the end of the tunnel though. Seeing another counselor in a week, he's a pastor at a Pentecostal church who does not charge and he's apparently really good. From there I can decide if I want to see both or just one of them.
I think I will be able to get over this though, I don't have an actual reason to be depressed, I think it's just health and my body trying to tell me something. Need to exercise more and eat better. And eat more often. I was only eating once a day. Partially because I'm too lazy to cook but also because I'm just not a big eater and could get away with it. But I just need to eat smaller meals and just snack on fruit and veggies between meals. I'll figure something out.