Ryan
Lifer
- Oct 31, 2000
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Originally posted by: Martgorb
No I really am devastated I just don't know how to deal with it, like I said I am losing my mind. My Ex is still calling to me crying and we both still tell eachother we will love eachother forever (in whatever form that entails) it's just one big mess. It's over, but right now its all tangled up and screwed up and I know she still loves me but she is the one who is insisting we don't get back together. Like the sucker I am I would get back with her in a second. And I even read the email talking about the guy she cheated on me with. Even though he was a nasty pencil-necked dork (i had seen him before at her sister's wedding that had just happened) and I realize it was out of her own insanity and drunkenness that made it happen. Even after all this I am going to invite her over for "one last goodbye". I will be in a tuxedo with about 100 candles throughout my apartment and a love song playing. I will then give her flowers and read her a poem that I just finalized. If she has any feelings left...maybe that will win her.
Yea, it was definitly a good thing you guys aren't together. Maybe she left you because you seem a little "light in the loafers"