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<< Sometimes I envy the people that do fight... But I just cant do it. Most fights are over something stupid and not worth it. But something like these cowardly acts are deffinately worth it. >>
Do not envy what i do, it is not pretty, and half of the time i even doubt that it is right, but that is another story, i have lost everything i ever had once, this time i lost my girlfriend and her daughter, it seems this is happening all over again, i cannot take this, i am not even sure that i am sane anymore, i just want the neverending pain to end, i seems that when i get back on my feet my hell starts all over again, time and time again... first it was my first wife and my children, then it was my second wife and her child, then my mother, and just when i and that daughter of hers were getting along like a family that is taken away from me too... Man, i would have given anything, ANYTHING to sacrifice my life for ONE of them, ANYTHING... >>
Ouch... Im sorry you got hit that hard... I did not lose anyone (easily could have though), but I was VERY worried about them and shaking all day.
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Thank you, it had nothing to do with you...
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Was not a problem, sometimes having something to take the anger out on helps.