A pointless tale that I must tell.

[eakers]

Im not sleeping well.
Last night i spent two hours half sleeping half awake, then for some reason i think i am in my alex's bed and i go to roll over and hug him. the problem is i was in my own bed so as i roll over i bash my face against the wall causing my nose to bleed like crazy. It takes a few minutes for me to relize what just happend.

i hate being emotional. but at least i didnt break my nose.

*kat. <-- cant sleeep but doesnt want to be awake.

ps do you relize how fast i must have been rolling over to bash my face that hard? only me, only me.

 

[gcliv]

Take Benadryl. It's OTC non-habit forming and cheap! But it doesn't work for everyone. Puts me out better then any sleeping pills.

 

[Scrapster]

I stay up late and get loaded. Seems to work well for me.

In fact, me and some buds are getting loaded tonight. Wanna go?

 

[Yo Ma Ma]

Put a big pillow between you and the wall

 

[Azraele]

eakers: take some time to sort out your emotions. Losing sleep and bashing your nose are unhealthy signs of emotional stress that can only be resolved by coming to terms with your feelings or solving the problem. Talk it out with your bf and, more importantly, put some time aside for you to sit alone and figure out your feelings. What are your priorities? How satisifed are you? What needs to be changed? How can you make things better?

 

[Muadib]

I agree Azraele. Eakers, you were going to talk to someone. Did you???

 

[eakers]

i dont want to talk to anyone cuz i feel that this is a private emotional thing for me and him and i dont want to bring anyone else into it.

*kat. <-- forgetful

 

[Azraele]

eakers: I understand your desire for privacy, but sometimes it never hurts to share a problem with a close friend/relative who can put things in a different perspective since they are not emotionally involved directly with the relationship. However, if you want to keep it private (and you are certainly entitled to do so) you still need to come to terms with your feelings and problems. Losing sleep over it it just going to complicate the whole issue since when you're tired, you tend not to think as clearly as you would otherwise. Discuss this in depth with those involved (you and your b/f) and take time alone to figure out where you stand.

 

[NakaNaka]

If you have the desire to spend the $$ you can go to a shrink ... pretty expensive but my mom and I got some money from the state to go (long story you don't need to here honestly) ...

Anyway she is great and you can really open up to her and she acts like a person too so its really easy and she helps you out. My mom was a mess before she went to her now only goes like once a month or so just to talk. I went a couple of times I still have problems but that is because I didn't go much.

If you don't have the $$ to spend talk to a close friend who you can really talk to .